I know you have been through a lot. I know you have been through the ringer. I know you often feel judged and questioned. I know the people you thought knew you best now make you feel like the problem. I know that sometimes your life feels like it has been ruined. I understand how suffocating it can feel. It is totally understandable that you are mad, that you want to quit, that you have lost hope.
I also know that while you hold onto all of that stuff...you CAN'T be happy. Nothing will really get better. The first step to the future you desire is FORGIVENESS.
The great news is that it is in your power to create a shift. A shift that will open up all kinds of doors. You CAN do this! It all begins with forgiveness!
Remember...you are NOT alone!